The raven, the tyger
from the moment when I awoke
in bed I laid
my were lips on fire
her cold side of the mattress
I swam away from those garish thoughts
in and out of her embrace
from bleary dreams did I follow
even as she pushed me to sorrow
into the bleakest of blunders
outside a parking lot, a liar
so sweet it was to kiss breast's plunders
those gaunt ghosts, those yellow eyes
beat upon my soul as a new day
beckoned
yet I sank into her pillow
afraid of distant plights
I forgot to forget
the raven perched on my concrete house
shaped like a Roman dome
she crumbles, her raging
it falls apart
I puked a bucket
on her carpet
let loose a small droplet
of blood and muted
the sounds we made
bathtubs and luminous flares
sail above me under the moon
battle for the boon
drown me beneath a kafka sip
full of insects, bury me in an open ocean
I was only dead for a moment
she was throwing those ravens into my mouth
forced me to drink the shark potion
she tells me I'm convulsing
into a heated conversation with an invisible tyger
she says my time is up
hold my hand you deceiver
why don't you let me take off your clothes
naked, I'm wet with sweat
no more fever she says
cool your fears, your sobs
and goblins
rest your head on my chest
She sways me
cradles me back and forth
a blanket of God's light
and I'm fighting for thirst
submerged....