My Most Hated Things

An insight into my head on some of the bad nights

Nights alone drinking, and mornings all hurting

Remembering how you are un-f*****g-worthy

Of being happy and that’s why I sing

These are a few of my most hated things

 

All happy couples that snuggle with love

All those who wear clothes that fit like a glove

Hating the way that I look in my skin

Hating this absolute nightmare I’m in

 

Scars on my body with more on my heart

Every day I get more torn apart

Counting the days til I won’t wake again

Tight’ning the rope around my neck and then

 

When the knife stings

When the blood stains

When I’m feeling sad

I simply remember my most hated things

And then I wish that I

Was Dead 

 

School stress is causing my hair to fall out now

Going to be bald by 20 years old how

Am I supposed to feel good when my head

Shines in the light, only bright thing I have, instead

 

Now I look worse than I did when you dumped me

I see how well you are doing without me

Having a blast with that a*s on your arm

And people wonder why I tend to self-harm

 

Girls in white dresses with young pretty faces

Strong handsome men that put me in my place and

Making me feel like a fool at the gym

Trying to fix this deep hole that I’m in

 

When the glass breaks

When the booze is gone

When I’m feeling sad

I simply remember my most hated things

And then I wish that I

Was dead