sono pagliacci. I humorously go about life putting a smile on everyone's face, children the more. yet,,, I did not want to become pagliacci, now I'am. I put on my white face and try to make the smiling crowds in my shows laugh, but They didn't; I failed. my funny bone is the only thing that got damaged, because my heart left months before the last show. in the two shows I have held the crowds were not pleased and left to other shows.... so yes I'am the clown who doesn't make the crowds laugh. I will hold NO MORE SHOWS................................ I will still try to put a smiles on your faces. old habits die hard...............................