unworthy

finding myself unworthy of a new feminea for journey. everyone tells me to not think in those terms that a new love will find me. if I couldn't keep one feminea happy why should I be allowed to make another feminea unhappy. there are femineas coming on to me but I don't see anything better to my appeal.I am an ugly son of a b***h!! they should not look or try to entice such a repugnant fat b*****d. I think very low of my self because of the failure of this past Journey. I will remain in solitude.