magnolia empathy

magnolia empathy

A Poem by mournful bear

towards the end of us i was aiming for marriage. after a couple of times of me bringing up the subject i felt you not agreeing with me. i felt you didn’t want to marry me. so after the times that i was hurting i decided to make it easy for you not to marry me by me leaving you. i did this and it felt bad and so wrong i knew you wouldn’t love me anymore and that would close the deal. months after us i still thought of you daily as if we were together. id cast myself into a tearful sleep every night with eye of soakful regret and remorse. i didn’t know what to do for the love of my life. i tried not to call you as soon as we ended but, i gave in and phoned you but i never spoke, i just wanted to here your lovely voice. as i sit now i regret ending that journey. i’ve never been so lost over a love! all i hope and pray is if your love is there for me again i will never be like i am now. i want to treasure you all infinity you beautiful goddess.

© 2015 mournful bear


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Added on December 22, 2012
Last Updated on January 18, 2015

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mournful bear
mournful bear

Angeles Crest, CA



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had a love now gone. awaken to the lonesomeness that solitude brings. no friends, no hikes, no job, no, no girl... this the mournful outdoors guy am i. family can be the splinter that you can never g.. more..

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