mending adjunct relevance

the failing (one month after our parting)

finding myself crippled, weak, and meek. hoping to find a form of understanding within your physique. hoping to find me inside of you. so hard i tried with memories i hide and at the end not a single reply for days till you said ok. most would fight at this moment, most would not be denied what they thought was their right to love to hold, and behold beloved you let me go. if most fight for love your reluctance to mend means no, this was your opportunity for salvation from a human connection you were never able to sever before and now, hope you'll be satisfied now

Author's Note

i wrote this one month after we parted; it was hard not being what she wanted.