Rap?

Some deep thoughts.

Hey Hi,

It's me.

I haven't slept in 3 weeks.

And i've damn near lost a hold of all reality.

Cuz' if I had the chance to clone myself I think I'd make 3.

 And if I had the chance to float again I think that I'd sink.

But I know what I think.

And I smoke when I drink.

And if I'm reaching for the bottle then I hope that It's bleach.

If I could cleanse my mind and thoughts then hey,

I guess I'd be clean

I'd be looking through the drug store windows hoping it's free.

But don't you worry bout' the sand that's ticking inside of me.

all of that is just a sign of weakness, I'm in the deep.

lookin' at my damn anxiety that's reachin' its peak.

but don't you dare be sitttin' there thinkin "hey, that could be me".

cause you can change your mind and thoughts, just try the paper with ink.

Just try to kneel on one knee

and plea your life to be peaceful,

thinkin

that will be the key to filling your life glee.

Maybe God is your kink.

Spilling caffeine on your bible, trying to sit through and read.

You know I tried religion once, about the age fifteen.

Tongue tired of eating saltines, his body, finest cuisine-

Looking through eyes that are sheen, trying to see whats serene,

 I stopped

and lived my life loving,

what really matters, is ME.

I know that seems so obscene, 

decreeing religion as mean - I'd rather not take vaccines from scenes 200 A.D

But I'll just slide my hand inside my pocket of these holy jeans.

Because self worth and self hurt

 aren't so easy to see.