My Darling

I love you so much is what I'd like to say

But instead you corrupt me and lead me astray

Look what you've done. I thought I was free

Now all I can be is what you did to me

My lack of a conscience, my excuse to sin,

My only reason to let the darkness in

If I had any regrets, it would be you

Still you stand there, swearing you love me too

You promised me freedom if I kept on writing,

You gave me all I need just to keep on fighting

And ever so slowly you dig your way through my heart

As I enjoyed every second that you tore me apart

You'll always be beautiful as much as you're evil

When I held you in my hands, all I felt was upheaval

I tried to throw you away, but you latched so tightly

This wonderful darkness has never shone so brightly!

You make me swear, bleed, and drop to my knees,

You'd still burn me alive if hell were to freeze

And last but not least, you still make me say please

Tell me, darling: What have you done to me? 

How could you do this with no sign of remorse?

How did you kill me without any force?

Your name, your smile, buried in my mind

I knew one day I'd regret not leaving you behind

Maybe it's you, and I really hope it is

The only person to make me feel like this

Your insanity, your schemes, and that look on your face,

It's something no one could ever replace