just friends

learning to forgive and let things go and realizing i'm lucky, im not mad im better

i used to look to you

to make my day not so blue.

your smile i strived for

and for it i'd have done more.

i wanted you,

but away you flew.

we weren't meant to be,

i should have been the one to flee.

if i had listened to my gut and run

i wouldn't feel so dumb.

now i want to be friends

and we will until the end.

but i still wonder but im too shy

to ask was all of it a lie?