If you ever wondered

words i wish i could have told him but can't... oh well...they don't matter now wrote this one 9-23-14

if you ever wondered...

how i feel about you...

don't. i can just tell you

in a few.

you make me crazy,

and that"just friends"

line a bit hazy.

but i don't want it to end.

you make my heart beat

faster and faster

when you touch me,

and i feel that heat.

you bring that smile

every time i see you. 

even if its been awhile

and I've started to doubt you.

you make me want to run,

far and fast.

because i like you, a ton

 and i don't care about your past.

that scares me.

almost as much as

me wanting to stay 

at the same time as wanting to flee.

despite everything,

i can tell you this;

i know for sure, you

have my freaking heart....

in case you wondered.