The drug lull

I need you
I hate you
I can't live with you or without you
My life lost due to my mind toss

I hold you in my hand

only to be damned

The world so cruel

you are my only escape tool

Further down i will fall

into the drug abyss lull

Shaking and vibrating i push you past my lips
Sinking in my brain
Escaping from the world of pain

To entangled to resign
Destroying my mind
I just want to escape this periling decline

But you have taken my body, soul and mind

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