Imaginary Light

A rather depressing poem i guess..lol

I hide in fields of paper flowers,
Shying away from my long forgotten powers
Living in the past of lost glory
Watching raindrops fall, holding all the stories
I lie in silence for many hours,

I linger in the luminous moonlight
Frightened by the fear of a silent night
Deafened by the sound of my own screaming
The ghost of my past haunting my dreaming
It�s a clear full mooned sight

Staring into the eyes of utter regret
Hiding the things I wish they would accept
The moonlight is slowly dying
Everyone is grievingly crying
Over the memories no one will ever forget

A starry night, I feel so free
But inside the pain is killing me
All alone in the darkness of the night
Searching for the illusion of imaginary light
Trying to find what no one can see

Author's Note

grammatical errors if i missed any?
what are your thoughts on it
if i couldsay something in a better way possibly...
please i encourage negativity if it is a must....i dont mind