Bloodletting (lyric)

I still cry to myself

And I hurt myself

I always wished you the best

But sometimes, sweetness

I wished I were dead

After the euphoria

You made me so unhappy

Well who's sorry now?

I'm giving you back your love

It's too heavy 

I'm giving you back your love

'Cause I wasn't ready

To lose myself!

I'm letting go of you slowly

I admit I was wrong

But you're not that holy

And I don't pray to you no more

Got nothing to say to you

'Cause I'm bloodletting my love

Ridding the disease

I'm coming back to ME

Like learning to breathe post-surgery

And I can't believe the illusion of you

or the times we had no more

I'm rendering your love as incomplete

A scribble that looked like a masterpiece

Oh how the mighty fall.