Blake Baby

I listen to Juliana Hatfield

just sit here all day

I feel like crying today

i'm really pretty

one time i cried the worst i'd ever

and when i saw my face in the mirror

i had never looked prettier

i probably thought of swallowing the Benadryl

i don't know how you call this feeling

of love & melancholy & awe

but not sad

until i found out 

you slept with those girls

not sad at all

i'm prettier now

my hair darker than night

shorn at youth's prime

i'm cooler now

i've become a goth in spirit

and i feel more myself

listening to records

why, baby, why?

i love you

i used to have a haircut like Juliana

but i'm not cute.

i'm not pretty as you thought those girls were.

i am rotten to the core.

i smile.

so you're married now.

i can still hear your 

sweet voice calling me

a tainted angel.

i'm so lost.

are you gonna save me again?

come and find me

take my hand

i still remember

when you flew

in the cloudy sky

like an angel

in my dream