My Vision on 25 May

i hope when i die i'll meet him

and we'll get married in heavenly

matrimony.  we won't leave out

Mayuko....i feel like i'll

hold Mayuko's hand as we dally

along and she's wearing a velvet

jacket or something, with buttons

on the front, maybe a white

undershirt, and beige trousers and

a hat.  i can't tell what color her

jacket is.  and...i don't know what

hide will be like.  but we'll just

laugh.  there are daisies in the

green fields.  what age will they

even look like?  even though Mayuko

grew up, she'll still have the heart

of a beautiful child.  now i sense

...we'll all give each other a kiss.

in the friends way, 'cause we're

friends.  oh yeah, he was laughing.

i don't know what he's laughing at,

but it makes me laugh, too.  he'll

smile beautifully.  we'll all play

the game where you hold hands and

spin around in a circle until we

laugh because we're dizzy and can't

take it so we fall to the soft grass.

we're exhilarated.  and we won't

give a damn because in that realm,

there is no suffering.  just carefree

and joyous.  i wonder if you eat in

heaven.  then i wouldn't have to worry

and starve and check the scale.  oh,

well.  black shoes.  Mayuko's wearing

black shoes.