Dizzy

i remember that night we laughed

i wanted to die

i told you i wanted to

sleep with him

and maybe that was true

but actually

i just want to marry you

so much

i'd give up everything else

sweet girl.  pretty girl.

how silly of me.

silly girl

i sit on the merry-go-round

of you not loving me

i'm dizzy but still

you're the one i see