My Dearest Cahli

i'm not a crazy youth anymore

i'm just crazy about you forevermore

the ugly of the world made me change

but in the dust one thing remained

survived, stayed alive

my love for you

i didn't used to know anything

but now i know for sure

i'm in love with you and that could never change

and the ugly of the world will never take it away

i used to think you were so different from me

'cause i was blind to similarity

not in my brilliant lifetime will i let my love go

'cause it's the only constant thing i've known

and just 'cause you're perfect to me

doesn't mean you have to live up to a single thing

'cause my heart found you to be the only darling

and if you're the most beautiful girl in the world

you should know i'm not lying

and i've never asked you to love me

not even for a while

i like things as they are

and every time you make me smile

i think you're my best friend

'cause you showed me the way

how to love and how to pray

and every time you make my day

how to stay on this Earth

i no longer regret my own birth

'cause in myself i found purpose and worth

'cause you made me reborn

and my feelings are warm

'cause now i'm alive

you helped my heart revive

from the ugly of the world

i used to think i was the one that was ugly

but that world is not my destiny

i remember the vows i made you long ago

and i still promise i'll never let them go

and i still remember that time in December

when this fiery ember began in my heart

and i will never let you down

and when i think about the night sky

you are my favourite star

my dearest Cahli