Crying...Again

I need something to numb this pain

I'm so dumb & I'm so vain

I've got tears streaming down my face again

& They just fall like the rain

I need a knife, I need a pill

I need a life, I need to kill

The thing inside that makes me ill

Go away, feels like it never will

& I'm just standing still

I need hope, I need love

I need to know there's Someone above

I need to fly high like a dove

I need my life to move