Love or Deeply Fancy?

A poem I wrote to a girl I like...

Even though we don't love each other and far away from each other

I have to be honest about this.  

Even if we never got to be with each other

I would feel somber and stale.

I don't believe in fantasy or fairytales.

I'm not the person with full of hope and believes in everything.

Maybe you're a shooting star or just a breeze.

If you were a star, then I missed it.

I probably will never see it again.

Not infatuated or lusting

but if we never be together as one

I guess my journey continues

but infinitely

I walk bravely and carelessly

but if I die on a lifeless vast land, it was my destiny.