18th birthday

Its my 18th birthday & look where I am,

I'm sitting in my snug corner alone & cold,

in deep thought thinking: "Damn,

when will my future really unfold?

Where will I be when I'm nineteen?

would I be single & will I ever see you again?"

It is the real world & my imagination is where my mind now wanders in between,

thinking of life, love, & so called 'men'.

I think of how today went and how I am now an adult,

I think of what who I wished for when I blew out my candles,

I imagine about the results,

and in hope that my wish wont be mishandled.

I know many think its foolish to hope on a wish of a candle or even a shooting star,

but hope is what makes a dreamer, a dreamer & what makes me love you too.

Right now, Life is amazing so far,

but I wonder how amazing life would be with you.