Am I Insane?

I think I'm at the brink of insanity,

for this pain cuts into me deep.

What has happened to all of my humanity?

I wish I could fall into a never ending sleep.

 

The pain never goes aways,

for the monster inside helps it to grow.

It does many things to make my heart decay,

and stops the blood from its natural flow.

 

It rips and tears at me inside & out;

it pulls my hair and sinks it's teeth into my arm.

It doesn't stop even if I start to shout,

for it strives to bring me harm.

 

It knocks me down,

it throws me against the wall,

It tells me next time it will make me drown.

I am afraid, for this was already a close call.

 

It makes my life a living Hell,

for it wrapes around my neck & holds on tight.

When I move it is always with great impel.

I do not want to live with all of this fright!

 

It wont stop till I bleed;

till I am an ugly, mess inside.

All this fright makes my sanity recede.

As for the  monster, it found my mind the place for it to preside.

 

I hope, all of this makes it clear,

that it can only live on one's fright.

My wish, for you, is that it would never have a chance to interfear,

for if that happends, you will never again see the light.

 

Wait! for I have one last question that I must ask,

I know you might not want to listen after all that I had to explain,

But it is just one simple task.

Am I Insane?

 

 

Reviews

[TWISTED NIGHTMARE]

this is something i find myself asking a lot... you made an awesome piece that expressed such emotion and thought, it was wonderful... also never worry about if your insane worry about fighting it and proving that you are stronger than anything you can imagine...