I hate that I love you

Its rising

from deep within me

Anger.

How could you talk of these women??

How can you not see? 

IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU.

All those times I 'insulted' you,

You dont get it,

I was teasing.

I tease, I dont flirt.

I push people away when I want them the most.

I know its fucked up but cant you see.?

Ive lived my life so that I could be the best person for You.

Ive changed so many times just to find out who I am.

for you.

only for you.

But, you make me so mad!

How can you not see?? 

It seems like you love me too...

every time I see you, I forgive you

YET, you sleep with another woman 

and confess about all the others...

You make me so ANGRY!!

you are the only one that gets me mad...

the only one I really care about enough to get mad at.

I gave you my heart & you may not know it,

but you are breaking it more and more everyday.

I hate you!

I love you!

I hate that I love you!

I had a perfectly good man

that loved me for me

found me beautiful when I wasn't

and thought it was cute when I nerd-ed out on books.

He wanted the same things I wanted

a home

lots of kids

and a library full of books. 

 instead, I broke his heart

because of one little problem...

My heart wasnt mine to give.

It Was Yours.

Reviews

[Kt k]

I can relate to the first stanza of this poem so much its really ironic because my friend just told me how i do this right before reading this this poems is filled with so much emotions and is beautifully put together

[ron]

An amazing poem. If you push him away he will never know you love him.

[Sarah Lynn]

What a great and amazing poem thats filled with so much emotion. I love it ! Job well done!

[Antoñyo]

This is such an accurate expression of young love at its most emotional and passionate.

Thanks for the share