I Wish...

I wish I didn't always wish for my life to have a sad ending.

I wish I never made the people I care about the most think I don't care at all.

I wish I could believe people when they call me beautiful.

I wish I wasn't awkward about showing my feelings.

I wish I was outgoing all the time.

I wish I wasn't so scared to care about someone.

I wish I wasn't told that I need to look like a girly girl.

I wish I wasn't told that I can't eat what I want, when I want.

I wish I was still the innocent, sweet girl everyone believes I still am.

I wish I wasn't so sad when no ones around.

I wish I didn't push people away.

I wish I didn't feel like everyone I know will eventually stab me in the back.

I wish I didn't like girls and boys.

I wish I wasn't so lonely.

I wish I could do everything I want to do but is too scared to do.

I wish I stopped caring for the people that hurt me.

I wish everyone I loved loves me back.

I wish everyone didn't say I was so good at singing or drawing.

I wish my parents were proud of me.

I wish my brother didn't hate me & thought I was stupid.

I wish my cousin didn't sleep with all of my boyfriends.

I wish life was simple.

I wish I could be what everything people want me to be, but Im not.

Im not, and I never will be.