Bad Boy

A Poem by MoE

It's been a month now since I been with him.
I havnt seen you, only heard of what you have been doing.
I now think of how silly I was to of thought u loved me.
You didn't want me, you wanted what I have.
The one thing that most girls my age doesn't have still.
You wanted it and when you couldn't have it, you moved on to someone who would.
What happened to the old you ?
The boy I fell in love with years ago, what happened to him?
You are different.. You were such a loving, helpful, sweet boy.
What happened? Now All you think about is what position u will do next..
Or which girl has the biggest tits and the most skin showing.
The boy I remember was everything any girl could dream of,
but I guess u just though that wasnt enough.
You wanted more, a lot more.
I wanted to do those things too, but after marriage.
Why Couldn't you wait? Why must you always rush into things?
You say things differently around me than around others..
Do you really think you can still get me? Really?
Just because u don't do or say anything to my face doesn't mean I wont know about them.
I know plenty and one thing I know for sure is that u will never have me if you continue down the road u started.
My standards are high and I'm not changing them for anybody.
You either get your a*s in gear or don't even bother.
Don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend, he is everything that I wanted.
But the one thing that's missing is the passion I felt with you.
Even the slitest touch would make my skin become hot...
With him even when we kiss, there is only the feeling of our close friendship.
He is the perfect guy in every way, but I don't feel the way I feel with you.
Im not saying I would give him up for you.
I love him and I love you but in different ways.
He may have got me but he is still winning me; you may want me but u need to win me.
The challenge has begun, my boys.
It is your decision to make.
Good boy vs bad boy.
Who says the bad can't win for once.?