Fake

Give up my world for a swift betrayal

You can’t come clean until you're up against the wall

I have been so in love with you,

But it seems you were just so good at faking it

And baby you got lazy

Lies don't hide themselves 

Going through the motions to avoid real life. So you don’t have to feel.

I am every form of devastated

Flipping through memories of you and me

To see I was the only one with feeling

And now with the precious pitter patter of feet 

Running through our lives

I love the distraction 

from all the confusion and paranoia that fill my floating thoughts

The gift you have given me, can't you do this for him?

You make promise after promise

But when haven't you been vomiting pleasantries?

Say you won’t do this again, say you love me, that you always have.

Tell me who you are. Try.  

And I will believe you. Like always. 

Will I be heartbroken in the end?

More alone than ever.

The truth always hits me like a ton of bricks,

Next time, I don't think I can get back up.