Are you still alive Final

this the final page of the chapter

David went to the hospital. So he can check on the girl he nearly killed. When he had reached the hospital ,a nurse showed him the right room. 

David entered the room with confidence but when he had seen that the girl is Stella , he got knocked right in the balls. And yet he entered. 

She was lying on her bed and looking through the window. Probably waiting for something to happen. A miracle maybe. Or a drop of hope. Or maybe for the diarrhea to cool off. 

'' it's good to know you still able to open your eyes '' David entered the room. 

'' didn't know that someone will try to rush my leaving of the world '' she replied .

'' you know we can leave this world in every second. You couldn't notice because you were busy living the dream of every horny teenager '' .

Stella took a long look in his eyes '' what do you know about death ?'' .

'' I had my share of adventure and my spine was nearly the price. You don't have any blood in your hands unlike me. They said it was for the country but deep inside you know it's a murder .so don't ask me about death because it's something even the dead won't understand '' David got serious. 

Stella got lost in his eyes then she turned her head away.'' why the speed anyway ?''she knew he used to wear the green and keep his country clean .

''I was going to my boss so I won't get fired but she fired me anyway '' 

'' why did she fire you ?'' Stella was wondering. 

'' well I lost the recording device '' 

'' you know I came to give you that recording device '' Stella said 

'' wait a minute. I'll be back with some flowers '' David replied. Then he walked out of the room and scream with all his power '' AAAAAAAAA AAAA! ''

He came back to the room '' they're out of flowers ''

'' it's a hospital. You'll disturb the people '' Stella said 

'' anyway I hope you'll recover soon.I hope This is the last time our roads collide '' David said . Then he started walking '' good luck '' David said while exiting the room.

'' hey ! wait.....'' Stella yelled but David didn't respond .he just walked away . hoping this weird feeling he felt will fade away .spoiler alert '' he's not going to meet her again ''

In all her travel and all the people she saw. She never saw someone who made her rethink her existence. He made her have questions more than any time before. And that came from a jobless man. 

A man with no job is a poor man and what's funny more than being poor. 

Really .I am living it now and it's Hell_arious and sometimes it's beautiful. 

 When I woke up with only a smile and I know my special poor someone. And together we sat under the dark clouded sky. We waited for the stars to shine . The two of us can only live with each other's hearts . We held each other's hand then the two of us will dream of conquering the world as one . Together we always find a way to make a life filled with colors . 

But when she turn twenty she's going to get a marriage proposal from someone who used to stalk her. And I know she's not going to go through with it. Because she's in love but when she see the stalker's car. I have become unknown to her. Her break up text was'' It's time to grow up and get fucked for money. How can we face the world and we're that poor. So I am going to face the stalker's dick with my a*s because it's easier .see you when you lose your home ''.

The darkness might overcome my mind then I'll be addicted to stabbing myself with my spaghetti fork. I'll start shaving my beard using my nails and manscape using my teeth. Because it's not goodbye I am worrying about because I know my hormones will flush again after a while . She was afraid our road is out of light so she left me to walk it alone. And that's what I am afraid of. When I cross the darkness alone I'll a different man. I'll be a man with mightier balls but without the warm soul of a p***y I imagined myself with when I was young. The self-lost is the worst thing that could happen. Well,  the worst thing that could happen is losing your child .

 I am not selfish. Believe me .I am not. Or am I?

This is the end of this chapter and this is the fading light of my shadow. Get it? Because a shadow doesn't have a light !no ?you didn't ? OK then.

Author's Note

this is the end of the first chapter .if you're that one guy who's reading this cancer . I hope you found some things that made you smile .
I don't know if I am going to continue the story .maybe when I get inspired again and maybe not .thank you fo reading my disgusting imagination . **piece**

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And this chapter as well :~)

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Mr bear .didn't see your avatar in a while !!! I hope you're doing fine .