Spun

A story of loss, drug abuse, theft and realisation

Could I just phase out from this world: A life of my own?

A bone in every body, a cone in every zone… but

A baby is born with company, and everyone dies alone.

 

More than figment

 

People disturbed to the core, people pure from the heart

My life leaves these scars and those scars become art.

With: dreams, visions, intuition, facts, figures, misled fiction

Danger, knowledge and living with faith. Not my parent’s child... but a child of fate.

 

More than a pawn

 

The yellow lines, a highway song, another brand on your tongue

29.99 masterpiece, calls made… a breach of peace.

Image fade �"back to the wheel�" we got the fake and what a steal

A cig lit to fit the mood �"a junkie song�" …the interlude.

 

More than a clone

 

Spun out of control, Hawaiian Ecstasy, it isn’t a cure but somehow solves me

Flying high �"lying still�" got the munchies but had my fill

Makes me feel: relaxed and real. Time passes in altered slips �"breaking from a potent trip

Name of possession: Name of dreams. The perfect life… or so it seems.

 

More than a uniform

 

Back outside for a stroll… just me: take in the air, the world, land and sea

I admire the view, smile at the peace, and take in the quiet: establish my chi

No longer true, it was all a lie

As I stub out my cig with a tear from my eye

 

More than a body

 

The gender line still sure shows… and one thing seems to last

That was the same crew I knew, just a different cast.

Illusion is your name, manipulation your weapon

A grand scale without thoughts said �"a life of lies ends up dead.

 

More than a thorn

 

Anger, hate �"mixed with despair�" my soul you do not cut but tear

That was why I should still have, but why should I still share?

Tolerance is my name, acceptance is my doubt

And dismissal my delay, the consequences I will not pay.

 

More than this

 

Follow the tear and ignore the lies

Choose the wrong route: no turning back

Reclaim your suit… this lack… go pack

There’s no turning back

 

More �"than myself�"

 

Now all it is �"escapes from the world, a world of highs

Explain this! No? Nothing... Never mind.

What’s that?    SMART!         Not a life… a random drug.

If I lose, you win, the door is open…            Just come in.