NovemberA Story by MelekijeNovember 4pm is for nostalgia, Those long drives home when the past creeps into the
nonsensical information roadways of my smoky mind. The cold air is a reminder that when I feel most alive, I
need to remember when it felt like being alive wasn’t enough. Bare trees poke at my growth and patience out of
jealousy, like, ‘how dare you forget where you came from.’ The moon misses me, staying up venting about the woes and
worries of my darkness. Ah, darkness. Standing on top of my makeshift mountain I used to howl
at the moon, yell at the moon, cry with the moon and wonder when I will learn
to love the sun again. And yet, here I stand. Reminiscing, writing post cards to the night sky
apologizing for my absence as I don’t visit as frequently as I used to, Too busy running from the moonlight instead of embracing
it, Maybe I grew to favor the sun as I lacked basking in its
rays for years and years. As the world turns and time passes my memory fades like
winter into spring, Except in November, The very end of November, When the bitterness of winter smacks out any warmth left
in the earth, in my soul. 10pm is for my second wind, Chain smoking in silence listening to the galaxy call my
name, ‘Do you remember…?’ Yes I remember, how can I forget?! It’s embedded into my core, Into my DNA Into my existence. As I watch smoke turn into warm air against the cold
night, Trying to determine which is which, I go deeper and deeper down the abyss I miss from time to
time, It seems like this only happens in November. © 2016 Melekije |
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