Love Letter.

 

My little light,

 I never thought it'd be possible to love someone so much and to whom I’ve never even met before.

It’s a love that goes deeper than any emotion, or any feeling I’ve ever felt. I've always found pain to be a way to remind me that I am awake in this sleeping world, but when I feel your hands trying to grab the world outside that discomfort is followed by warmth. Tender and tired, holding onto my last bit of patience you remind me every moment of every day that there is more purpose in this life than to just live; but to experience, to enjoy, and to take a moment to breathe. You are a constant reminder of how important this life is, and how I am going to play a roll in guiding you through this world of chaos, anger, and fear; and hope that you always feel comfort, love, and happiness within your heart. You have been closer to my soul than anyone in my life, you are a part of me and I will always be a part of you too, this concept took me some time to grab on to. From day one you've been a part of my journey as I hope that I will be a light in yours. May your flame burn bright with love and compassion, a few things I hope you take with you when you come into this life along with remembering how important it is to laugh and giggle at even the smallest things in life. Sometimes I wonder if you laugh with me bouncing around in your warm pure world, I hope its music to your tiny ears. There’s so much I could say to you right now but that would leave out all the fun in watching you grow from a little seed into a beautiful flower.

Shine on.

Love,

      Mom