Corrosion

Something I wrote describing my constant struggle and battle with my spirituality.

Tearing away at myself again

Of something that I thought

Heading out into the unknown

When derision comes to flaunt

Division seeps in at the cracks

As times ticks its precious sway

Noticing the confusion setting in

Mind numbly waiting the day

Separation tends to get the best

Of everything I do not remember

Cascading myself into the bliss

Doubting all that is in the blender

Then I look up to see in the dusk

A brilliant shadow comes unto me

I fight to break the illusions down

To settle in what was meant to be

But the meddling does not yield

Not even when I try to overcome

The watcher sits alone in the bay

A feeling that I get is lonesome

It is hard to break the coming night

When do so humbly, facing fright

Nightmares never break into light

Turning myself straight into blight

So I wish I could not burden myself

To see the ends that come ahead

Friction occurs when fogs roll inside

Constantly battling away into bed