Drained

Something I came up with one night after being literally drained emotionally due to all the drama in my life up to this point.

Feeling the weight stricken me

Acting out this so heartedly

As I bathe in sorrow, my fertility

As the causes tear me so miserably

Time is one violent eruption

Causing the pain to explode

Tired bones tie me backward

As I start and begin to implode

The stories carry no meaning

As I turn the pages like a fool

Hearing the dawn break yet again

Drowning out screams into a pool

Dullness comes around the corner

Beckoning me to bleakly surrender

Diving in waves that crash unevenly

Barely hanging on while it is tender

The wounds I carry will last forever

Carrying my burdens into the void

Dare do I create another illusion

As I stomp angrily to create noise

And then the man in me stops

Edging me to carry the dead weight

No one in right mind hears the drop

Picking myself up to steer straight

And through the fields of sullen woes

Trudging through valleys as I dip my toes

Painfully I hear the scorching truth crow

As I live and die past, way in the undertow