No Sense.

XX to what you make me feel ....

strong enough to make this tear's journey through my face fast enough to burn when it falls.

Denial , that is me, when the shadow of this pain comes into my mind knowing some day i will have to accept this has happend in the way is happening 

It hurts sooo bad ,i can't even put into words the hurricane that i am putting myself through.

 

Raw really acid and raw.

Way out of control.

Don't now if i will be able to save myself this time, 

scares the hell out of my soul since i never had this doubt before.

I am sleep drowning on a dream ...a beautiful nightmare.

My body is literally galons of the heavy ,nostalgic and silent waters found only in the deepest of the sea right now.

 

I have so many words on my mind but they make no sence.

completly lost trying to scape tired of looking and finding out that i can't.

  

My mind it's being tortured and in pain ... so dramatic,

crying like a little child.

 

My body is so hot burning in flames out of air ... desperate for a way out of this.

 

I am numb completly numb, concentrated on hope so i can solve this situation.

 

Never forget to laugh at me at least 

i want happiness... all the time 

I f*****g hate this ,

I hate how it harms my soul making it so vulnerable and sensitive to this feeling .

A sea of pain .

F**K.