DEEPER AND BEYOND DOUBTS.

  Sometimes ahmmm 

  i just wonder ....

  i just don't ammmm

  

  Sometimes i don't belive, 

  i don't belive anything at all,

  sometimes i don't belive that any 

  of the conexions in my life 

  are real.

  

            >REAL<

  what is it '

  the meaning ...

  what does it really means ?

  REAL?

  

  I don't know that if what

  happens in my life and 

  my sorrounders is real .

  I dont know if i am a trademark

  from the universe that 

  wants to understand the 

  real meanings of existing

  or if i am just a scenario chosen 

  to be played on the fit marks between

  what sociaty plays as good or bad.

  My biggest question is WHY ?

  what is it that its been hidden 

  from us in order to create 

  this massive distraction

  Sometimes i wonder if they honestly

  thought about what a disaster 

  can  a choise make or maybe they 

  could not go that far and if they knew 

  how could they do it in order of WHAT?

  Maybe what its really big here

  is in reality beyond small out there.

  as well as an ant does not reflect any  pain at the time of murder.