MEMORIES.

Sometimes i lay in bed 

looking for a song

i ve been needing for years

but have not being able to find

i get distracted and start forcing my memory  to work

chasing those moments of peace  before this storm 

just to try to relate or remember  how that feels...but i fail on finding them

i feel they never existed... like the song

then the air around me stops

and my body gets drowned  in fear and pain  

i get so cold

my eyes start watering ...and then ...i go blank.