at one time

eli- if you see this, although i dont think you will, please know i love you

at one time

at one point in my life

i couldn't see myself living past 21 years old

when he came into my life

i suddenly saw a life 

a life where i lived to be 80

where i was surrounded by our children

our grandchildren

i saw myself living until i died of

natural causes

he is gone

and at this time

at this point in my life

i can't see my self living past 21 years old

Author's Note

sorry im emo abt my ex