A Crush On You, A Crush On Me

A Crush On You, A Crush On Me

A Poem by Glen Thompson

I'm truly sorry that I have a crush on you
And I'm truly sorry that you have a crush on me.

I know that from here on out,
you'll be made fun of
because the tranny likes you.
And because now you're not "truly gay"
because in everyone's eyes,
I'm still,
and always will be,
 a girl.

And I'm sorry that you're questioning yourself now.
Because for the past 4 years, you've known who you are.
You've known that you're a boy
and you've known that you're gay.
And now people are telling you otherwise; that you're not "truly gay".
You and I both know that you're gay and that your sexuality won't ever change.
But I also know that you can't stop thinking about what's in between my legs,
and why you're attracted to it.

I know that you're scared of what everyone will say.
I know that you're scared that your parents will be mad.
Because you told them that you're gay, and know you're walking hand-in-hand with a "girl".
They finally accepted you, and know they think you've changed your mind.
And they were okay with you being gay.
But they don't want you to be a tranny, and if you spend time with me, you might be.

I know that you're scared of going in public with me.
Not because you're ashamed,
but because you think other gay people will be.
And I know that you're scared that someone will see me,
see that I'm a tranny,
and form a perfect plot to kill me.

I know that you're scared of how we'll have sex.
And, I mean, f**k, man, me too. I'm terrified of it. 
I can't stop thinking that I won't be good enough for you.
And I can't stop thinking that the moment my pants come off,
you'll change your mind.
Because if I were you, I might.

I'm really sorry that I have a crush on you.
And I'm even sorrier that you have a crush on me.

© 2017 Glen Thompson


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Tags: Trans, LGBT, ftm, gay, scared, crushes

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Findlay, OH



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A Poem by Glen Thompson