She was my stream of milk. My
pavement glazed with honey. Though we were out of sync some time ago, I always
viewed her as my Angel. I swear I have witnessed her feet leave earth's surface
on numerous occasions. Possibly, me having her pinned up against the wall
played a great deal in that. Well what about the Halo that consistently glowed
above her head? No matter how hard she cried. Or the beautiful white
Chanel bag she owns but was ruined by our bloodstained altercation? According
to the traditional illiterate deacon, Angjas wont never leave ya ta fight hell
foe death all alone...Regardless of the circumstance. Yet she did.
D****t I should have clipped
her wings while she rested on the love seat delicately slumped over. She was high
as the heavens, low as a casket drop. Oh s**t my stomach is at my throat due to
that last line...I throw my hands up...It was the devil that raped her drink
with two taps of his index finger, not me.
Though I am quick to put a
ring around her eye, and hesitant to put a ring around her finger. I have good
intentions. I am just a firm believer that angels shall not be tied down. They
are more effective in space. Angels deserve to spread their wings; fly.
Therefore her gown became one with the wind. Oh my, she vanished to never
return. You know what, I deserved it. I continued to abuse her. Thinking the
act of my Angel escaping was a myth. I was ignorant for assuming she had a
paraplegic mindset. At one point I had her mental so distraught she began to
believe that was her condition. Good thing I made her fix her wings in public,
if not the whole world would know our situation.
I can recall our first
encounter when I held my hand out to receive hers. Her innocence’s quickly
introduced thy self before she said a word. I knew right then I had her.
Mentally I began to develop a blue print for her destruction. In all honesty,
my curiosity pushed me to attempt complete control. Tame this Angel. Face it. I
did it. I owned her, an Angel!
Let me grab my text and
highlight the key term here "owned"...Past tense...So technically I
have not a thing to show for it during this present moment. How many men
can say they have concurred something so pure though? Something so far beyond
us…
Oh well, another cat across town has her
now. I know all she wants is a man that can fly along side of her. Too bad I
came equipped with a tail and horns, so I could not take flight even if I
wanted to...Damn...Word is she still has not met the man she deserves. He
turned out to be a bigger monster than I…Giving her something she can never get
rid of. Hearing such breaking news shot a hole through my heart. The shell
casings fell right below my feet. Causing me to slip and fall into tears. I
must pick myself up! Society cannot remember me this way. Word cannot get to
back to her that I care. Why should I?? That is her cervix not mines...But
it was my Angel not his...Lord she's infected...