Soury Sweetness

 

Promises left behind in dark hours
A passion flickers in delirium
No word uttered is enough
Proclaim your apologies and goodbyes
Left behind is the heart that suffers.
Past has invaded our future, never left behind!
History repeats itself with a sad goodbye.
Take this sharp glass and tear the heart out slowly
Nothing hurts more than disbelief!
The wine glass you hold, full of my blood
leaving a heart dried out as clay.
With purpose was this madness started,
but no intent of hurting the one loved.
No more grudges in your future; learn to let go!
Can't forgive and forget for just the time being...
Love is full of mishaps, imperfection of us humans.
I never held you out to be perfection, thus you mustn't either!
I never pretended, always cared...
but patience for sanity and for true love meaning
has since wore out my mind and heart.
I defied all time, all hate, all misbehavior on your part,
Yet trust was never rebuilt for lack of commitment to change.
These words I write are not in poem form,
just thoughts I must forget.
I fear we will never be, yet won't let go so easily.
A lifelong friendship on the rocks...
served with alcohol and a touch a brutal pain
that runs in these veins I once had cleansed.
It's not the situation but the people who need changing...
I have yet to grow into the woman I wish to be,
but have you a clue of whom you will resemble?
Your past and all mistakes do not say who you are,
but shape whom you can become.
But the journey is up to you, the commitment to do so too!
I ask not much, but just to keep
sweet, sweet memories alive indeed!
Nothing else truly matters in the end
once this heart you choose to break!