Withdraw

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im going through withdraws

saw these bad bouts and rain clouds

come out

shout out

another round

another day

living found footage 

see my disarray 

ray of sunshine

could be mine

wheres the line

rain shoulda stopped quarter pass nine

and its bout that time

commit crime on the dollar

commit crime for the dollar

still act like a scholar

still wanna be a baller

didnt get taller

so got tolerance 

rinse 

the hands

realised there is no difference 

in the sand

in a sense 

innocence gone before dawn

holding on through the door

hand in hand

band together

never ending endeavor 

get high

sigh at the misuse 

tissues 

I got some issues

wipe away 

forget what you say

ok

got some oj

no way

going through withdraws

at my eyes I claw

distraction

my satisfaction 

no action

acting like there is no need for action

feed and feel detachment

the ball they say to catch it

but what if I thrash it

lash out in public

everyone sick to their stomach

wanna vomit

I know im burning up like a comet 

comment on the disarray 

what is there left to say

peace today

piece together the clay

for the coffin in which I lay

wouldn't need to if I had a say

wouldn't be no brighter day than today 

if I had a say

going through withdraws 

cause dawn 

approaching 

encroaching upon my lawn

seeing knife fights under street lights

need night lights

cause nothing feels right

scary shadows in the night

want a bite of me

is it real what I see

feels real to me 

going through withdraws 

unpaid debts gnaw 

laid a road too unpleasant to rest on 

gone for a walk in the dark

quick to shut the lights and park

rightly nothing to see

free of the shadows haunting me 

but with dawn approaching 

its poaching the darkness to hide in

leaves me bare and thin

tear at the curtains 

yell at the burden

jaws open

withdraw coming over me

has my mind like eggs  over easy

leaving me queasy

going through withdraws