Don't let go

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My hands dirty from the dirt 

And I wanna flirt with death

I wanna go somewhere where I would beg for something less 

Wake up next morning a mess

I've been feeling not myself lately 

I've been clawing at my shell lately 

It might be the medicine pumps me full of adrenaline

Keeps me up wishing I was dead again 

Silence never my friend 

The wick smoke covers the fresh smell before I take a new toke

But you can still tell the fact that I'm medicated

Dedicated to the one day dream 

You know what I mean 

My old friend said money talks but it funny how he the one who walks 

So put rocks in my pocket and put me under water 

No I didn't stutter 

I want no worries

S**t roll a blunt cause finally there's no hurry 

Pass it back blunt lit take a hit

This is what my dreams are made of 

Finally time to sit and ask if it paid off

I've been laid off down beneath the blankets

Finally able to draw a blank slate 

No worries and no hurries

And s**t if money problems were fixed 

Then I wouldn't have to be transfixed bout on the green im sleeping on

I just wanna go home

Tune into a new tone

On the radio is nothing but silence

In the world there is only violence

I just wanna hide in my bubble

Somewhere where it won't rumble 

I want no worries

S**t roll a blunt cause finally there's no hurry 

Pass it back blunt lit take a hit

This is what my dreams are made of

Finally time to sit and ask if it paid off

The greenest fields

The bluest skies

Views that make you feel healed 

Something that isn't painted with lies

No disguises this time 

A feeling not felt for years

Something that ryhmes so easy