Happy and Sad

Happy when i'm wasted and high up in the clouds

Down to earth and deep in the pits of darkness when i'm sober

Cry every time I can't get out

Laugh every time I get wasted again

Slowly it seems I destroy myself

Yet i'm too busy up in the clouds to care

Yet i'm too afraid to get back down

Happy when i'm wasted and high up in the clouds

Down to earth and deep in the pits of darkness when i'm sober

Wishing the clouds be closer yet they are further

Wishing I could get out