Never Mattered Much

It never mattered much to me that I was different

It never mattered much to me that I drown myself in alcohol

I know 

I know I'm different 

It never mattered much how broken I was

It never mattered much that there was no saving me

I'm too tired to think

I'm too tired to sleep

So it never mattered much

Never mattered much to me 

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

This is not a putdown, but you seem to me to be in the throes of depression. I hope you have sought, or are, seeking help.

[midnight reaper]

Sadly depression is a thing that I have to tackle and I am trying to seek help but one of the ways that I am trying to help myself is through writing. Thank you for reading my work and thank you for your concern