Amnesiac

I'm an amnesiac 

oh no

not me

I don't feel the pain

Just the stench of my misery

Oh the thoughts they come but I don't care, not me

I say I'm bored but I know

I'm an amnesiac

Oh no

Not me

I feel the nausea

can't keep it down for long

It makes me cry knowing I make myself sick to the core

How did I end up here 

With no worth

Just let me cry

I'm fine I swear

Oh no 

Not me

Can't sleep for s**t

Feel so tired, can someone help

I want to die

What is this hell, this torture

Can't sleep for s**t 

I want to die

Just let me close my eyes 

Oh no

Not me

I forgot everything

Just misery lurks

A gravestone with my name

A gun in my hand

I'm just bored but I know

I'm so depressed 

I don't worry

I forget

Oh no 

Not me

I'm an amnesiac 

I know but forget

What can I do

All that I remember is misery

I'm an amnesiac