Eyes

When people look into my eyes they see emptiness and loss. For no matter how much I push to strive I just lag behind. Do I know why, no, could it be by design or by fate or better yet is it me paying my dues to the world? Who knows what was planned from the start but all I know is the furthering of myself from others and so my eyes glass over with that very feeling but yet I hide if from all with a grin and a laugh.