Sweet Guillotine

Sometimes you lose the battles you fight.

Oh, sweet guillotine why should you purpose death so soon. Oh, guillotine why must you tell me this. All my sorrow and despair hanging above me. Oh, guillotine why should I worry when I have a way out. Oh, guillotine will this forbidden knot you created solve my problems. Oh, guillotine I tried to fight but now my thoughts are closing in. Oh, guillotine why must I be guilty of such horrific things. Oh, guillotine can you stop those voices in my head. But no you are just a voice, same as the others. Oh, guillotine should I say goodbye to those who love me? Or should I just push you away for the havoc you have caused? Now I know I'm losing and the voices are coming back. Oh, guillotine you have won and now I lay and wait for my soon demise. But yet I have thoughts of hope but I shrug them off as mere hallucinations as the rope tightens around my neck I say one last time. Oh,  guillotine was all this worth it?