Dear U 15

Dear U.
I do wonder. Would it be better to meet you or not? Because to meet you and not be with you could be too much to bare.
Then is it better to never meet? So that my fantasy of you will always be warm and comforting. That I always have someone to talk to, to rely on. It is stupid. You would just roll your eyes at me, wouldn't you? Funnily thou, the thought makes me smile. How can it be that even thou I don't know you. Even thou I have never heard a word you have spoken. The thought of you makes me smile. Even if we do meet and you do not want me. Maybe, just maybe, you could still be my friend. Because to just be close to you. Hear what you think. Laugh with you. That is more precious to me than anything..
Sweet dreams Dear U....