Dear U 10

Dear U. I had a dream about you. It was just so simple. We were going inside a store to shop food. I seemed so happy as I grabbed your hand and leaned on your sholder as you held a shopping basket in your other hand. I remeber saying that you had warm hands but not what you responded. Then I woke up. I was both happy over the dream and horribly sad that it ended. Simple like that. Simple but still so sweet. That is how I wish we were. Enjoying to just go shopping for food together while holding hands. Talking about nothing really. Just to hear each others voices. I guess my mind never evolved from a thirteen year old girls. Or I got lost in a diffrent century. I feel a bit split by it. I want to dream more about you, but since it hurts so badly afterwards I in a way don't want to. I wonder what you would say if you were here. After you stopped laughing with me. It is silly. Silly and childish. But will never stop throbbing.
Sweet dreams Dear U