Dear U

Dear U.
I guess it is strange, writing like this. I know you probably never will read this. And still I write. Hope is the last that dies. I guess it dies slowly and painfully as well. What does one write in a letter? Have you ever seen Practical Magic? It's one of my favourite movies. In one scene Sandra Bullocks character write a letter.
That is the kind of letter I wish I could write. I feel like there is a hole in my heart.. Yes it is. Even thou I have never met you. Never talked to you. Still there is this gaping throbbing hole where my heart should be. How could you already have stolen it? And what kind of cruelty have I done in a previous life to not be with you in this one? You shouldn't live a life of regrets. But how can I do nothing but regret that we have never met.I guess to some part I am mad, waiting for you. Still hoping. Clutching tightly to my dreams.
Sweet dreams U. I know mine will be....