Living Life as a normal Teenager should!

 I couldn't believe that Tammi said that my mom could stay.Well I guess my heart mom is staying were she wants. I get it she loves me and she want's what's best for me.

 

     "Tammi thank you so much I can call you my mom now."
"Why?"
"You did something for me out of love and you understood what me and my family needed thank you."
"Your welcome and It's My family and I."
"Oh I'm sorry."
" I just am a school teacher and well I fell a need to well ........ Correct the kids."

"Really were are you teaching at?"
"Brookside Manor Jr. High."

"The Rich kid school."
"To tell you the truth I really want my kids to go there on a scholorship."

"So I'm confused who's who and how old are they?"
"My oldest Braxton Is 21 then there's Madison we call her Madi and she's 17 now then you 14 the Brenden and he's 11."

"Wow so when I went missing did you want another child?"
"Yes so much that I had a surgry to have another child."
"Wow what did you feel when I went missing?"
"I felt like it was my fault and that I should have been a better mother and care for you more. Yes I cryed everyone did in the whole town did but since you were a baby and you didn't have much a personalty I didn't cry as much as I would have If you went missing later on I would have cryed alot more you know."
"Yeah I get it."

 

 

     I kept talking to Tammie but I don't want to tell you all about it. Well life was some what normal. My dad came home. I Loved him I  truley did , he was a great dad untill he left. I wonder diffrent family it's a great time to ask him but it's not something I should brake the ice with. Like "Hey dad do you have another family cause you don't love us?" yeah that sounds great.

 

   I just need time to think about how I feel. I love Dillon and I love Weston . I have two moms , and countless siblings , and I don't even know if my dad has another family , and don't forget I can see ghost. So I guess I'll never normal life , and that's all I want in life. I wonder how Andrea's taking this all in. I haven't spoken to her all week.

 

          "Ring , Ring."

"Hello Sarlon residents ."

"Hi is Makendrie there."

"This is she."
"Hey it's Weston I'm mood to kiss you , you know that?"
"Really cause I'm in the mood to kiss you to."
"What time?"
"I'll be right over."

"Wait you can't drive."
"Who say's I can't ."
"The law."
"Okay you come over then."

"Sweet."

    Well if we are going all the way I have to look hot. What is the sexiest thing I have in my closet . Hehe I know.

 

    I go and grab one of Lukes big jacets and strip down to only my undergarments . There light pink with lace all over i zip the black jacket up. Put on some red lipstick and wow I look good.

 

    I don't want to have sex in my house . So Lukes truck is the perfect place. I see the light pull up and walk out side.

 

     "Wow!"

"Not so bad your self."

"Thanks."
"Come here."

    I want him. I grab him by the edge of his pants and walk him to Lukes truck.

 

     "Wait I don't have a condom!."

"What?"
"I don't have a condom."
"You halft to have one , Why would you say what you said?"

"About kissing you?"
"Yes gosh now I feel like a complete idot."
"I wasn't lieing I did want to kiss you but I didn't expect we would be having sex."

"Now I sound like a complete Idot !"
"Trust me I want to but I don't want you to become pregnant that's not good. Do you have any idea how much trouble I would be in?"
"No But think about how much trouble my body would be in?"

"You would still look hot even caring a baby."
"Ugh Hell no I don't want a baby."
"Well I don't want one either so I guess we are on the same page."
"Okay but I still want to have sex."
"Okay if you really do I know where Luke keeps his condoms."
"Wait Luke has condoms?"
"Yeah almost every guy our age has one."
"Yuck."
"Excuse me , You want to have sex."
"That's true."

 

     I grab his face and start kissing him. His lips feel so right against mine. I start taking his jacket off. It's not easy to take off a boys clothes when you kissing him so much. I take his shirt off. His carmal like abs make me want to drool. He starts to lean on top of me. He unzipes Lukes jacket . I'm having regrets for some resion.I want life to stop for a minute so I can think. Weston moves from my lips to my neck and he keeps kissing my neck.

 

     "Wait stop!"
"What why."

"Cause I don't want to."

"Wait your saying yes and now your saying no what do you want."
"Don't yell at me please I just can't I'm sorry please." I looked at his face for a long time I really do love him but I can't I'm sorry , I hope with all my heart that he's not mad at me at all.

 

  "Makendrie! Weston!" there was Luke and Chloe standing in the door way.

"What are you doing here!"
"Makendrie ! this is my truck."
"Well ....."
"What!"

"You should knock."
"Makendrie."
"I'm sorry can you just get out this is uncomfortable."
"Oh yeah my best friend and my sister are having sex in my truck , you think it's not uncomfortable for me?"

"I'm sorry , I love you Luke."
"Stop!"
"Wait where were you guys going?" asked Weston

"No where."

"CHLOE!"
"Wait I'm lost."
"They were going to have sex in here."
"NO!"
"Don't lie Chloe it's true and you know it."

"Okay it is."
"Wait let me get this straight you guys were going to have sex in here but we were in here first and you get mad at us? That's stuid."

we all looked around at eachother . We couldn't get mad and they couldn't get mad at us. We both had the same plan. That's wierd at gross. I feel bad for Luke I'm his sister and i was going to have sex with his best friend. I don't really blame him but I still do my emotions are out of control lately what am I going to do?

 

     "Okay here's the plan we don't say anything to anyone."

"Ok."
We all agreed just let that day go.