only you

When you walk into the room it’s like nothing else matters the way the sun shines on you it’s like looking at a goddess. Wondering if I could ever even have a chance but never mind I’m crushed again when I see you heading over to someone else they look like toxin and you seem not to notice but I can tell In your eyes I see fear and anger but on the outside you seem to be taken over by the monster that you call your lover. Thinking that I could do anything well under booze I can im not myself but a mere image of what  I think I can be like. And that didn’t last quick black out on the ground as usual I can never win at a fight unless im not utterly drunk. I wake up on the floor still with someone next to me I flinch in fear for I hope I still not getting beat up. But down comes a hand so gentle so soft I look up to see it’s the goddess that I once only looked at she helped me up and helped me clean off for I felt like there was something more I saw in her eyes but couldn’t quite tell what, before I know it her hands her on my body and mouth of so soft and tasting like the sweetest honey I have ever tasted her hands were like a snakes slithering all over me and her body as miraculous as of any god I could ever see she decided to part our lips like the red sea and froze not knowing what she had just done she apologies and tried to run off but I couldn’t let her I needed to taste her again the longer for her lips was to much.  before I could even reach her she was gone and so was my heart.